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Well, you see, the reasons are two-fold.  Fold one is that we were having insane rain storms for a week straight and while that energized me for the first few days, it eventually drowned my will to live.  I know, I know, it sounds very dramatic and in fact, it felt very dramatic temporarily speaking.  Coming from a person who is predisposed to depression, when I’m feeling happy (which is mostly these days) I laugh at the depressed me and wonder how I could have ever been such a sad, sad, schmuck.  The second I slip back into the abyss, when I ain’t laughin’ no more, I panic wondering if I’ve fallen off the deep end for good this time.  I think I’m teetering for now.  I just can’t get to cocky is all.

The second fold, or fold two, or however one might make that transition, is that work has been insanely busy and the last thing I want to do at the end of the day is sit at my stupid computer and blog.

If there was a third fold, I would say it is that I keep forgetting to take my camera to fun things and then feel like if I can’t take you there visually I might not be able to take you there at all.  But- I promise I have been doing fun stuff and I will fill you in soon.  Highlights include a meeting in LA with an author whose book I just read and a cooking class called Mastering the Art of French Cooking.  Tres amusent, bien sur.  Oh!  And I did a pinot noir wine tasting that was pretty fun.  And most of you will truly enjoy Dizzie’s frustration with her new collar.

…where to begin?